Today is my birthday. Why do I feel so unhappy? Why do I feel so alone? I always get so depressed this time of year. I think because Bo and I have shared our birthdays for so long and now he is no longer here with me. And, of course, tomorrow is the anniversary of Mom's death. It seems I am losing everyone who means anything to me. The only person I have left is my son Jason. What would I do without him?